Targeturi prea inalte… oare?!

Targeturi prea inalte… oare?!

Luni, pe 26 septembrie e ziua mea. Ca in fiecare an, pe ultima suta de metri, imi propun sa fac o multime de lucruri. Intr-o saptamana vreau sa inchei tot ce planuisem pentru un an. Si e greu. Aproape imposibil. Dar asa sunt eu.

EN: My birthday is on Monday, 26th of September. Just like every year, in the last hundred meters, I plan to do many things. In a week I want to close everything I had planned for a year. And it’s hard. Almost impossible. But that’s how I am.

Nu stiu de ce, dar in fiecare an pe la inceputul lunii septembrie pornesc de la premiza “pana de ziua mea trebuie sa…” si inevitabil ajung intr-o mica criza de timp. Poate ca Radu are dreptate, care mi-a spus ieri: “Dana, iti pui targeturi prea inalte, imposibil de atins, si apoi tot tu esti suparata pentru neimplinirea lor”. Habar n-am, dar asa sunt eu. Si parca in ultimii ani am inceput sa fiu tot mai exigenta cu mine, cu timpul pe care il consum – caci alt cuvant nu gasesc mai potrivit. Evident ca pregatesc ceva, in secret, de mult timp. Si mi-as dori sa fie gata de ziua mea. Nu ma las, dar am toate sansele ca de ziua mea sa fiu obosita. Obosita, dar poate satisfacuta. Nu stiu. Mi-e cam greu cu mine uneori.

Am reusit, tot pe ultima suta de metri, sa deschid si un cont pe Galantom, prin care imi donez ziua de nastere. Adica in loc sa cheltuie banii pe lucruri pentru mine, cei care vor sa imi ofere un mic cadou pot sa il ofere de fapt copiilor si mamelor din Casa Agar, centru sustinut de Touched Romania. Pentru mine inseamna foarte mult. Si stiu ca si pentru ei. Anul trecut am facut asta pentru prima oara si de atunci mi se pare ca s-a lansat o moda in a-ti dona ziua de nastere. M-as bucura sa stiu ca intr-un procent minuscul am influentat si eu pozitiv aceasta moda. E o moda diferita de cea pe care o discutam zilnic pe acest blog, dar una pe care o apreciez si o sustin.

Revenind la targeturile pe care mi le stabilesc si care au ca deadline ziua mea de nastere: Credeti ca e gresita tactica? Poate ca ar trebui sa schimb afurisitul asta de deadline, in asa fel incat daca nu ajung sa implinesc tot ce mi-am propus, nemultumirea sa nu coincida fix cu ziua mea? Desi, ce e asa de important la o zi din calendar?!

Am asternut gandurile pe aceasta pagina de blog fix asa cum mi-au venit, asa ca s-ar putea sa nu fie foarte coerente. Dar sper ca ma intelegeti.

In poze port: top Bershka, fusta Parlor, sandale H&M. Pozele au fost realizate in Showroomul The Home (str Braziliei 16).

EN: I don’t know why, but every year at the beginning of September I start thinking “until my birthday I have to…” and inevitably I get to time crisis. Maybe Radu is right, because he told me yesterday: “Dana, you set your targets too high, impossible to achieve, and then you are upset over not achieving them”. I have no idea, but this is who I am. And in the past few years I have become more demanding from myself, with the time I consume- for lack of a better word. Obviously I have preparing something, in secret, for quite a while. And I wish it will be ready for my birthday. I am not quitting, but I have all the chances of being exhausted for my birthday. Exhausted, but maybe satisfied. I don’t know. I find it hard to deal with myself sometimes.

I have managed, also in the last minute, to open Galantom account, through which I am donating my birthday. So instead of spending money on stuff for me, those who want to give me a small present, can actually give it to the children and mothers from the Agar House, center supported by Touched Romania. It means a lot to me. And I know also to them. I did this last year for the first time and I feel like, ever since, a trend of donating your birthday has been set. I would be very happy to know that I have influenced this trend even in the smallest amount. It’s a different trend than the ones we usually talk about on this blog, but one which I appreciate and support.

Back to the targets I set for myself and which have a deadline on my birthday: Do you think I am using the wrong tactics? Maybe I should change the deadline, so that, if I don’t achieve everything I want to, it doesn’t coincide with my birthday? Although, what’s so important about a day from the calendar?!  

I have written down my thoughts exactly as they came to me, so they might not be very coherent. But I hope you understand me.

In the pictures I am wearing: Bershka top , Parlor skirt, H&M sandals. The pictures have been taken in the Showroom The Home (str Braziliei 16).