Maine e duminica? Iar?

Maine e duminica? Iar?

Azi am facut o descoperire pretioasa, care m-a pus pe ganduri.

EN: Today I made a discovery, which got me thinking.

Nu mai am deloc notiunea timpului. De foarte multe ori, nu stiu sa raspund la intebarea “ce zi suntem azi?”. Macar imi pot aduce aminte ce am facut duminica trecuta: am mers cu Radu sa luam un brunch bun, in tihna, dupa care am facut o serie de sedinte foto pentru blog. Si pentru ca timpul asta zboara al naibii de repede, simt foarte tare ca trebuie now or never sa nu imi bat joc de el. Imi pare rau intr-un fel sa o spun, dar am ajuns sa fiu mult mai putin toleranta cu oamenii mincinosi, invidiosi, care ajung in functii importante fara sa ai habar cum, mai putin toleranta cu fitele unora, cu barfele si in special cu impostura, la orice nivel. Adica le inteleg pe toate, dar vreau – pe cat posibil – sa ma feresc de ele si sa imi canalizez energia pe lucrurile care conteaza si care ma bucura. Si sa ma inconjor de oamenii aia misto, cu initiativa, de spirit, oamenii aia cu adevarat mari, care nu vor nicio clipa sa te faca sa te simti mic si neputincios.

Intr-o astfel de dispozitie, care credeti-ma ca nu are nimic negativ, ci e cat se poate de constructiva, am gasit azi doua caiete ale bunicii mele, Baica, scrise de mana ei, cu informatii despre tari, orase, insule din toata lumea, pe care am intuit ca si-ar fi dorit enorm sa le vada intr-o zi. Mi-o imaginam scriind despre Insulele Baleare, despre ce poti vedea in Elizondo sau Jativa. Si mi-am adus aminte apoi cum imi repeta deseori ca “trebuie sa calatoriti cat mai mult” si ca “in viata trebuie sa fii egoist”, referindu-se exact la genul asta de egoism, prin care devii mai selectiv, mai atent cu felul in care iti petreci viata.

In poze port: pulover & Other Stories, pantaloni H&M, botine Alexander Wang, cercei vintage (luati de la targul Cloud no 9), plicul Moon alb, fata detasabila Ciclam. Pozele au fost realizate la Hilton’s Sunday Brunch.

EN: I don’t have the notion of time anymore. Very often I don’t know how to answer the question “what day is today?”. At least I can remember what I did last Sunday: Radu and I went for a good long brunch, after which we took a series of photos for the blog. And because time flies so bloody fast, I feel that it’s now or never time not to take it for granted. I somehow feel bad saying it, but I have become a lot less tolerant with liars, envious people, who get to important positions without understanding how, less tolerant with gossip and especially impostors, on any level. And to surround myself with those cool people, with initiative, high spirit, those really great people, who never intend on making you feel small and helpless.

In such a mood, which trust me has nothing negative, but is constructive, today I found two notebooks which belonged to my grandmother, Baica, written by her own hand, with information about countries, cities, islands from all over the world, which I suspected she really wanted to see one day. I imagined her writing about the Baleares Islands, about what you can see in Elizondo or Jativa. And I remembered how she used to repeat to us that we “should travel more often” and that “you have to be selfish in life”, referring to that exact type of ego, which makes you become more selective, more attentive to how you spend your life.

 The pictures were taken at Hilton’s Sunday Brunch.